You Must Be Trying...

Either this is going to become a song or it will forever just be this..... just sharing.

You Must Be Trying by Stacy K.

The stairway was dark
with only a small light on down the hallway.
I could see the reflection of Jesus
hanging in the mirror.
And if the Son was able to die for my sins then,
what the hell am i doing wrong here?

And out the window all the trees were blowing
All their leaves were falling like snow from the sky.
I felt that maybe if I could jump right in,
I could loose this feeling,
jump out and fly.

Cuz when I said I didn't care I was lying
You must be trying to break my heart.

& when I fell I swear a bird was in my chest I,
felt like a paper bag thrown to the ground.
I rolled around until my mind was sure I,
should jump the bus and get out of town.

Cuz when I said I didn't love you I was lyin
I was trying to bring you down.